मन पाखरू पाखरू

कधी भूतलावर
तर कधी दूर आकाशात
कधी वास्तवात
तर कधी कविराज्यात
मन पाखरू पाखरू
जसा बेभान हा वारु

कधी रमते रम्य संध्याकाळी
कधी होते मलूल हर्शवेली
ना चालेल मात्रा यास कोण्या दवादारुची
हावी यास मोकालिक फ़क्त धुंद हवेची
मन पाखरू पाखरू
जसा बेभान हा वारु

काय हवे
अन काय नको
बदलते क्षणोक्षणी
उत्तर देता देता थकेलाही चक्रपाणि
मन पाखरू पाखरू
जसा बेभान हा वारु

जरी असेल प्रबल इच्छा
तरी घेते अनंत आढेवेढे
ना कुणास ठावुक असे का होते
जसे कही न सुतनारे कोड़े
मन पाखरू पाखरू
जसा बेभान हा वारु

3 idiots

(Apology: The post may contain some rigid statistical words. So please help yourself by yourself)

Last week we had to submit one assignment (a legal way to make people eligible for final exam) on Simulation of Markov chain, yes the topic was related to Stochastic Process. The thing was like that, we had to simulate 10 markov chains and then we had to do some estimation and now I forgot (that is not important here) So the key was that we had to write quite a bit difficult programmes and them we had to execute them 10 times for different values of n.

I wrote these programmes but I was very reluctant to do these repetitive work ( or rather lazy) but since it was a question of 5 marks and having not done very good in internals I decided give it a last shot. So we (my batch mates) went to our lab. I was the operator and others were (vocal) spectators. Having finishing with 3 repetitions I got bored, and then the idea struck. Yes it was straight from 3 idiots. Remember chamatkar to balatkar( how can we forget?, omi) So things was like that each time I had to do for next n, I had to make lot of changes in the previous programme, mainly in variables ( there were 8-9 in total) I decided to use replace function. Voila!!! It became all easy now. All I just had to do was replacing thing, and it took me only half an hour to complete rest of the work.

I was happy at least I can apply a thing or two from movies (or rather any visual medium) in real life. I use to read CSR, and there was a mock group discussion. One topic was the same about visual and print media (as usual I don’t remember the topic now). There they echoed the same things that we should respond what happens around us. I was happy that I able to do the same. These are the rare moments for me. ( ha ha)

PS: Markov chain main hai
Nachiket total lost
ACP ko khooni chahiye
at any cost.

Low aim is crime, true!
but low expectations are the essence of the time.

When we were nascent, we were like every other rock found beside any hillside, unknown of which sculpture is hidden within us. We have to use time as a dagger to remove the unwanted parts. As time passes, we get to know the real beauty within us. Then the word flows unknowingly: “Really! Is that me?”

It was predicted
nothing seems fine...
was addicted 2 you
donno how much this'll,
gonna take this time...

Sometimes....

I always found people very simple and straightforward. At times some people may behave erratic but somehow I had sympathy for them because it may be the reaction, what they had faced in the past and till now they don’t found the right medium to express themselves.


Some people are always loaded with very false pre-assumptions about themselves and the very fact that they are really happy to remain in that scenario. They always think that, I had covered all the other things and I am always on the safer side but let me tell u friend, people around you are not that much foolish to identify this thing. It’s just a matter of time to unveil the face behind an opaque mask.

Various people had very strange likings or habits. I am not SME (subject matter expert) but

Some of them are:-

1. Don’t appreciate anybody if he or she does marvelous job. My friend it is just few words that make the person happy and if we are not in a position to say some niceties but at least don’t say the words that sent the moral down.

2. Frame stories about friends and trying to picturise them as a bad guy. I had seen some guys do this and this is the cheapest thing I can imagine.

3. Trying hard to make rift between people by applying each and every trick in the bag they had. Sometimes they got success and sometimes no such drama, what they had anticipated. That sent them into some introspections but not that they learn few things from this but they came up with new trick to trick people. They are such a good actors that it is always hard to find who is on the wrong side, for the people who were listening those stories; so no fault on their side.

4. Always moderate things such as every time they came up with good individual. For being good individual you don’t have to do something, it is just you have be yourself rather than trying to sound someone else. I always find amusing, why it is always hard for some people to do selfless deed.

5. To be a good leader u has to identify the hidden talents amongst your team-mates and you have to blossom it. Not that fearing that he would take all the limelight. This may results in bad relationships. What is now we can see the state of Pakistan Cricket team: everybody trying to pull each other’s legs, and end result is obvious.



PS:

The line is straight because it has no corners.

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